B+A+B+I =????

Seattle is so hotttt!!! Hotter than jakarta. geblekkkkk!!!! The weather hot, my mind and soul became so hot too.. I got sore throat, difficulty to breath. ahhhhhhh... hate this kinda weather. Udah gitu ni manusia satu bikin gw kesel!!!><>< cepet balik indo. jauh dari drama2 gak jelas. haaaaaa....

My life is not easy as you see it!!!

Orang2 ngeliat gw ketawa, hahaha hihihi... katanya hidup gw keliatan gak ada masalah. bahkan ada orang yang iri sama hidup gw. Pengen ketawa rasanya gw denger ini. pengen gw jawab " pala lu bau menyan!!! hidup gw gak ada masalah!! ahhhh... manusia. manusia... selalu ngeliatnya ke rumput tetangga. gw pengen bilang. hidup gw itu banyak masalahhh!!! gw itu cengennnngggg!!! gw gak sekuat yang lo orang liattt!!! gw itu RAPUUUHHHH!!! tiap malem gw nangis.( actually gak tiap malem lahh,, tapi sering=p ) gw binggung, kenapa Tuhan izinin ini semua terjadi.Kenapa Tuhan izinin gw sekolah disini????? I didn't deserve this!!!! For sure!!! I just make my lovely mom disappointed. Gw bosen sekolahhh!!!

Udah gitu, sekarang gw dapet bill ER gw yang 3 bulan lalu. Gw harus bayar $2600an. OHHHmygoddd!!! how can i pay that??? what should i say to my mom?? what should i do?? I'm stress rite now. Kemaren, i just told vanny. Jangan stress. jalanin aja. emank kadang ngmg tuh gampang. jangan stress. sekarang gw juga stress, tugas seabreng2, butuh duit buat ini itu!!! pengen keluar dari masalahhhh iniii!!! Ci iflin juga tadi bilang, semuanya pasti ada rencana Tuhan. Pastur tadi bilang, kalo Tuhan gak mungkin kasih ular, kalo gw minta roti.
ahhhhhhh...tapi mana???? gw minta Tuhan bikin gampang hidup gw!!! tpi yang ada masalah muluuu!!! gw mau mati aja dehhhh!!!!

Kalo gw bisa muter waktu. gw bakal pilih sekolah di indo, dengan semua fasilitas yang enakkk!!! dari pada sekarang sekolah di luar negri, tapi gw harus ngapa2in sendiri. ahhhhh!!!! gw pengen tereakkkkkk!!!!

gw pengen nangissss!!!! udah gak kuatttt!!!

1 more month...!!!

Yey!!!! 1bulan lagi sekolah selesaiii...uhhhhh gak sabarrrr... sekolah selesaii berati betar lagi pulang indooo... Kinda exicted, but gak mau juga balikkkk....hahahahahahaha... I miss my fam and friends. but gak pengen pulang jugaaaaaa... ahhhhhh.... i love seattle. walaupun too much drama here... i love all people in here. eventho banyak orang nyebelin...banyak juga orang juga yang gw sayanggg,,, hahahahaha...

Unlucky day!

Today, I supposed to work, but because the place that i work is really dead quite. They cancel my hour. Huaaa... padahal gw udah dateng kesana.Grrrrrr.... And when i come back, and i check my mailbox, i got my hospital bill. Shiiitttt!!!akhhhhh....bt..bt..bt!!! udah tugas gw banyak banget!! pengen mati rasanya! pusinkkkkkk... udah rumah sepi kayak kuburan! akhhhhh.. tau lahhhh!!!

short notes for Mandyyyyy!!!!

I just got home from airport. Abis ngaterin temen gw yang namanya AMANDA ELLA SUKO balik ke TORONTO... Uahhhhh, I'm so sad rite now. I hate airport!!! Eventho i just knew her for like a month, i feel like we're really close to each other..=D Sharing, hangout, goin crazyyyyy, everythingggg!!! ahhhh.... i will miss all the things when ou were here. Walaupun sometimes there's missunderstanding between us.><

I realize that in life there's always time to meet and there's time to leave. May be this time is time for us to be apart.(halahhhh kayak pacarannnn uyyyii) BUT FRIENDSHIP IS NEVER END, FRIENDSHIP IS LAST FOREVER. ONLY DUMB PERSON THAT SAY "FRIENDSHIP IS ALWAYS COME AND GO"(hahahahahhaha). Is nice to know you... Thank you for ur notes!! very nice ( borad accent ) I like it...hahahhahahahhaha... Baby boba!!!! keep in touch terus yahhh!!!! sering2 maen ke seattle!!inget janji lo yahhh!! lo mau bantuin ngerjain PR DESIGN gw!! haahahhahahhaha...

My apartment is so empty without U and ODry!!! miss u bothhh!!! XOXO..I dont know what am i supposed to do know..hahhahahahaha... padahal homework seabreng2.. LOL...


**Maap yahhh!!kalo grammarnya berantakann!!! tau dehhh lo kan jagoo!!=))

First day of summer school...

Wahhhhhh... setelah libur 1 minggu. sekolah mulai lagiiii....Tadi itu kelas math. gw bngun jam 5 pagi. padahal baru tidur jam 3an...sarapppp!!! jadi cuman tidur kayak 2 jam gitu. di kelas gw sama amanda hebooohhh banget lahhh... Si amanda norak abiis.. dia ketakutan gitu, ketauan kalo dia bukan student. padahal gpp.Hahahahahaha... Gila niii...gw harus bangun jam tiap hariiii!!!ahhhhhh sebellll!!!! >< yahhh apa boleh buat yahhhh??? besok juga ada kelas math lagi jam 7.30-8.50 terus baru nyambung ke kelas ART gw jam 1 sampe jam 4. gillaaaa....lama ajaaaa tuh kelasss,..SWT

Tadi abis kelas kita kedowntown jalan sampe kaki gw pegel gak ampun2.. Seneng sehhh udah lama banget gw gk kedowntown naek bus...=) Uhhhhhh... walaupun capee seneng jga sehh gw.. Di sana gw sama manda muter2 kayak orang kurang kerjaan.hahahahaha..

ehhhh pas pulang, gw dapet iphone gratiss dari jason..hahhhaha... i just need to unlock it.hahhahaha... <3 <3

Duhhhh kangen gw sama roomate gw si BULE AUDREY!!! miss u beb!!! still 2 more months!! gilaaa... rumah segini gede gw cuman tinggal sendiri.. SEDIHHHH... si manusia camen "AMANDA" bakal balik ke toronto lagii!!!!AAhhhhh im gonna miss u daaaa!!! camen2annya lo.!! hahahahahahaha... lesbinyaaa lo! lebay2an lo!!!aahhhhh!!! miss u miss u~~!!!!

Udah gitu, i dont know is it a good news or bad news. I will go back to indo this september. I still dont know yet bout the date but i will back for sure~~!!hahahahahahahah

yah udah lahhh yahhh gw bo2 dulu!!! love u all!!!